Ohhh, shiny things!

*puts shiny thing in drawer*

I'm very sorry that I forgot about updating, but well I got distracted by my shiny necklace *g*. Anyways there have been a lot of new things going on, which I will take the time to explain below.

I have been continuing with my diet, which is...going. I've been working with my doctor and the motivation has increased big time. I feel guiltier about not working out and not eating healthy, because I know she's going to see it. She's been having me write down what I'm eating and how much I'm exercising, and it's working. The last time I went to the doctors was two weeks after I started and I'd lost 4 lbs (In total since October I've lost 9lbs). Unfortunately, I wasn't as excited as she seemed to be. I guess it's because I'm the one that's going to Sicily in June and I know the rude comments that people are going to make. I just have to keep telling myself that I'm better than they are, and know what problems I have. They can continue to be ignorant and hurtful, it won't affect who I am on the inside. All I can do is continue what I'm already doing, I can do this.

School has been, going...I'm working hard and getting there. Graduation has never been so close. The other day while I was working my teacher comes to me and asks me if we can talk before I leave for the day. Fearing the worst I told her since it was break time we could talk now, but then the counselor came in and she told me we'd talk after break. Once the counselor left she called me back into her little office area and asked me if I would write and read the speech at graduation. I nearly threw up thinking about having to read a speech in front of everyone, but I accepted. What was I going to do say no? So now she's all excited and is going to pull previous speeches for me to look at so I can write mine. *holds head and tries not to fret*

I'm going to try and update more, hopefully...so with this I bid ye farewell.

Friday Fitness

So this morning I weighed myself *ques dramatic music* I was so nervous about this week, being that I've been off from school. I ended up LOSING 1 lb 6 oz! Fret not dear me, for you have succeeded. So in total since starting 3 weeks ago I've lost 5 lbs! Now if only the rest would just come off over night, I'd appreciate that muchly.

As of now I have at least 25 more to loose and that's on the low end of my range. I'd like to loose more than that, but I'm setting a more attainable goal right now to work to the bigger one. I just need to get motivated again and start exercising. I've had a unproductive week, so I know it's set me back farther than were I would have liked to be.

Jumping subjects to Sanremo (OMG YES IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN!) tonight was the finale of the bb's, or as they like to call them the 'Nuova Generazione Di Cantante Italiani' (*rolls eyes* yeah like that's not confusing or anything) my love Tony Maiello won! He was so cute, his dad crashed the stage and then said I'm so sorry and ran off the stage. I'm just sad that bb Nicolas Bonazzi was voted off. His song was amazing and so was his voice!

This is Tony Maiello receiving his award, singing his song, his dad crashes the stages, and then the end of the show.



I think I officially love his dad just a little more than he himself.

And with that I'm out! Peace and love to all!

Week update

So last Friday when I weighed myself I had lost 2lbs! YAY!!! *dances*

This week I'm afraid to weigh myself because it's been a bad few days. I haven't had time to work out like I would like, and I'm home for mid-winter break so I haven't been eating as good either. :( Anyways tomorrow is a new day and I'm hoping that I get back on track.

Tomorrow Milan play Manchester United, and I'm fretting like a Guidette that lost her bronzer. Please Milan make me proud to be a Milanista tomorrow!

Before I go one complaint about Ballando Con Le Stelle (Italian Dancing With the Stars) WHY DO YOU KEEP VOTING OFF DIMA?!!?! *taps foot on the ground* I'm waiting for an answer, if someone can supply the answer please do. I'm so frustrated with the show this year it's crazy.

*bites nails in anticipation for tomorrow*